I opened my heart to you. You were the first person I trusted. You promised me everything. You said this time would be different. My head floods with all the memories of you and I together, the dreams we shared. You could always make me laugh. You always comforted me when I was down. You were a huge part of my life. You loved me and I felt it.

I was stupid enough to let you manipulate me again. I feel empty. I wonder if I could have done something differently. I'm so angry at the fact that I let you hurt me; it hurts in ways I can't describe. I miss the little things, like I lost a part of myself I didn't even know could disappear. I feel a sharp ache in my heart because of you. I hate you and I want you to know it.